pergaduhan antara aku dengan abang dah berakhir after sebulan lebih tak bertegur sapa, hmmmmmm sedih gila time mama tanya kenapa awak tak bertegur dengan abang :'( mama, bukan kita tak nak tegur tapi kita kecik hati dengan cakap dia time dalam message tuh. tak sangka dia boleh cakap macam tu kat kita. kita tak tipu mama kita pernah benci dekat abang sekejap masa gaduh haritu :'( tapi alhamdulillah kita dah okay dengan abang sekarang. heee mama pun suka aku dah baik dengan abang ♥ kay assalamualaikum :)

hyeeee awokkk :) kita nak cerita kar blogger ni yang dia ni kawan kita gaduh kawan kita time nangis kawan kita time gelak tak ingat duinia kawan kita shopping kawan kita menggatal ♥ hihi. lepas solat jumaat nanti kita nak pegi shopping beronggeng dengan dia ni. kita dah dapat imagine mcm mana kitaorang time tengah jalan jalan nanti :) mesti seronok gila kan. ahha ;) kaylah jumpa nanti ehhhh sayang awokkk NORASHIKIN FAAIZ ♥

bosan tahap gajah.

kbyee.

thankyouu.

It’s an absolutely true about myself but I must change this way to have a better life.

sayangg HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

aca yang brutal lagi gila ;D haha

gurau je aca, relax lah :) anyway happy birthday yang ke 16.

sweet sixteen dah ;) boleh ambik lesen motor nanti 

:d HAHA thanks sebab sudi kawan dengan aku selama kita kenal, 

kita dah macam adik beradik kan ;)

kalau sorang takde rasa macam tak perfect je.

okaylaa sayangg kau ACA :)

AILEBIU ♥

sayangg HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

oyy mak bedah happy birthday laa ye :) 

sorry sebab banyak sakitkan hati kau dulu dulu :D

tapi kau tetap kawan aku yang paling best kat dorm :)

takde kau memang tak riuh dorm kita.

thanks to be aggerik's papa ♥ 

okayy aku sayang kau ahh mak bedah.

AILEBIU :)

i miss them badly :'(

ahhhh benci kau amirasyraf (!)

before that, salam :(

i'm gonna sad. so freaking right now! dulu masa kita putus kau beria

nak kat aku balik. sekarang bila aku dah terima kau, kau buat perangai balik.

okayy suddenly aku rasa ada yang lagi baik dari kau yang patut aku accept. shit kau tak rasa

bertuah ke bila aku terima kau? aku tak cakap aku perfect, 

but i have something that yang orang lain takde. aku bukan nak cakap aku baik okay.

 pleaseee take a note man! 

BREAKEVEN :'(

Knowledge For You Riders :)

I Love You This Much :)

moree than this actually <3

SUNRISE :) dedicate to amirasyraf.

DON'T WANT AN ENDING :)

Pretty Like A Model :)

estranged beauty- skilful and illustrious
her face marked a canvas of chiselled cheekbones
cavernous eyes and arcane lips
an esoteric nymph gracefully prancing
through life on the laurels of her exquisiteness
don’t forget little girl, the world is too grown
up for your childlike mind.

a life of fashion and runway
age had not committed itself to the
demand of every camera, every flash
elevated her career
she was internationally known
by the tender age of fifteen.
men loved the way her body would
hold the most delicate fabric
how her tiny waist would dazzle with
glitter and patterns
bartenders served her all night overlooking
her young adolescence.

she lived the American dream
wealth, beauty and paparrazi
but sadly, God worked into the hours
of the night to create something so magnificent
but thoughtlessness caused him
to forget to give her a brain.

bobbling air head
when asked to inhale that pretty white line
cut with two coasters from JD and coke
she succumbed to the fear
that wilful determination to stay clean
would end her career
she protested but the objections
hammered her insecurities until
she could hear nothing else
so concerned to become a commodity of fashion
she allowed herself to be swayed
by the sleaze and sordid agents
of the underground.

and so, pretty little model
a classic archetype that motivation
to succeed will definitely land you somewhere
a year down the line - her career dropped her
and she plummeted into boozy night bars
filled with medicated junkies
more lines cut with coasters, more JD and coke
addicted to the love of lowlifes and squalid representatives
the canvas rotted and decomposed.

You Put Beautiful To Shame

Groaning about how you hate your hair
Cuz it won’t fall right and you will swear
That you’re just gonna cut it all off
And you will change your clothes a million times
Get upset and almost cry
Cuz everything looks bad on you in your eyes
But baby you’re wrong

You will spend an hour in front of the mirror

Cuz you look best when you first wake up
When your a hair’s a mess and you’ve no make-up
Baby to say you’re beautiful
Just wouldn’t be saying enough
Cuz your smile makes the sun seem tame
Your eyes take my breath away
So baby you’re right when you say
That you’re not beautiful
Because you put beautiful to shame

When I take your picture you throw up your hands
In front of your face, I don’t understand
Why you’re so self conscious
If only you could see what I see
You could give me an endless list
Of all the things you’d change and you wish
That you could be perfect
But you’re perfect already

Cuz you look best when you first wake up
When your a hair’s a mess and you’ve no make-up
Baby to say you’re beautiful
Just wouldn’t be saying enough
Cuz your smile makes the sun seem tame
Your eyes take my breath away
So baby you’re right when you say
That you’re not beautiful
Because you put beautiful to shame

I don’t know how but I
Will change your mind
Even if it takes my entire life
I will get you to see it too
That baby saying you’re beautiful
Is like saying the sky’s blue

Cuz you look best when you first wake up
When your a hair’s a mess and you’ve no make-up
Baby to say you’re beautiful
Just wouldn’t be saying enough
Cuz your smile makes the sun seem tame
Your eyes take my breath away
So baby you’re right when you say
That you’re not beautiful
Because you put beautiful to shame

WHAT ARE WORDS :)

28 February 2011 ~ 1 Comment

Chris Medina – What Are Words

Chris Medina International

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I’m forever keeping my angel close

Letter to Myself

What the hell
are you doing right now?
You’re losing it.
I can see it already.
This situation will play out
not-so-nicely,
and you’ll be reduced back
into nothingness.
Maybe it’ll be comfortable?
Maybe?
But maybe it’ll be
even worse than before.
What the hell are you doing?
I’d tell you to stop, but…
…I kind of like this.
It kind of feels right,
and I kind of want to see
how this plays out.

I’ve been lost without the perfection of a love.

So much damage done,
when we thought our life was done,
to our daughters and to our sons,
too early gone, but our words live on.

One day you’ll understand,
that life can’t be perfect,
when you want it all,
and you’ll want it more.

Just to keep yourself from longing,
nothing more, than everything.
When life comes calling,
with the fate of it all.

Keeps you from running,
from the noon-day sun.
When you have me begging,
on my knees.

To take you back,
no matter what the disease,
It’s like the perfect drug,
no matter what the cost.

Horizons

I’ll rephrase if I have to awaken your sewed-shut eyes
The sun will never set upon our horizons again
My keen mouth doesn’t pour for souls of ghostly fortunes
Intending to dissolve my fragmented distortions
I’ll shine in the light where I pray to die
Evaporate into mystic beings that will capture you in the dark
Before you sore me with catastrophic stars
Burning in the light I shall be
For flaming on the other side of life is alive
Than picking at sinful scabs without light

The sun will never set upon our horizons again

rawrrr ;)

making loss boring in my room :)

good luck :)

GOODLUCK<3

ohhmygodd, seriously i'm addicted to this hottstuff :)

i wish i will have it one day soon.

tapikan macam mana nak dapatkan semua ni dengan cara yang mudah, senang, dan cepat?

hahaa, be a robery? ahhha :| takdelah sampai macam tu sekali kan.

gilakau, aku belum expert bab bab ni. kena pergi sekolah merompak dulu kott.

:D wakkkkk luuuuu (!)

mamaaaaa~ nak semua ni satu jee :) boleh? pleaseee :"(

hopefully dapat:

sincere me: izwinnisaa norazman ;)

lama gilaaaa =='

salam. :) bapak dia lama gila tak meng'update' blog. (muka main peranan)

takde masa, malass pun ye jugak. heee :D

tak banyak cerita pun sekarang ni. heshh entah laa nak cakap banyak

problem, takda problem pun. moody hampir selalu. huhh --' entah laa erk.

tak sure pulak kenapa. :) let me think first why am i. hahah jerk!

firstly, nak cerita pasal amirasyraf, btw kitaorang dah hampir sebulan putuss.

i don't know why i can't accept him like other before. hmmmm but i miss him muchiee much <3

but we still contact untill now. sorry dear i have to left you on the wrong time.

second, haritu pergi tengok wayang siawww cerita PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 3

awww awww <3 tengok dengan muhammad najib kott. hahah btw thanks friend. :)

third, 8-10 november haritu pergi kem 1 murid 1 sukan, makhaii rindu siaaa kat diaorang 

specially dekat 2 orang budak ni, alah dia budak smv kota tinggi lah. takkan tak tahu.

hahhaa :D rinduuuu gilaaaaaa <3 hopefully jumapa kau kat facebook nanti :D

okay lah yang terakhir, tadi pergi makan macdee lah dengan ammar najib and iqmal.

brotherbrother ku yang nak SPM esok. tengah tengah nak makan ni bole start, fulamak makin

seronok lah kamikami di macdee ni. sempat laa sampai 3-0. ohh shit muslim tu

gila hensem siaa ;) jatuh cintaaa dah nampaknya. (gedik siaa) hhaaa :D okay lah ni story sepanjang aku tak update blog.

sincerely aku: izwinnisaa norazman <3

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12,18 a.m , 17-09-2011

this date, me taken of him

officially i'm yours AMIR ASYRAF JAFRI <3

thankss for accept me as i am.

big appreciate dear :)

i hope the best thing ever from you gemok.

don't hurt me as a cruel person okayy. i'm soo sensitive

with that, for your information.

again : thank you sayamg <3

2nd raya :)